19 March 2012

Heidi,

I know right? They cant keep me out of mississippi for very long! haha next thing you know it ill be back in booneville, which would please me! So im doing ok, except....allergies......They suck here. Can I tell you that? hahah So I may need some allergy medicene. You think you could send me some. Like some clariton? If you can that would be great, if not. Dont worry about it. I can tough it out. So this week has been intresting. I may be in the same stake, but im dealing with different missionaries. I hardly know any of them. Then they put me as district leader ......again. hahaha I swear everywhere I go. Im not complaining. I just like being a regular misisonary you know? So when I got here we were teaching these two kids and they really knewq the gospel. One was like 11 the other like 13. So we were going to baptize them this week, but......There mom decided that she was going to get thm back from there grandma and move to Texas.......what the heck i know, but hey. hahah a. Other than that Elder Urry is an ok guy. We are just getting used to each other now. So we will see. Yeah me and elder Blackhurst were hommies. Ill have to keep in touch. So im glad Kairi has been taking piano lessons. Thats good. A SUPERIOR! thats my girl! Kess is 5 huh. Well when I get home im bneating her in the butt for all the lost time. You know  when I get home I just want to get super muscular so that I can be the uncle that scares away there boyfriends. See I know that, that is camerons job, but I want to do it. Just to see how it is. I think it would be rewarding. anywho. we still have time before all that. Sounds liek the weather up there is being by-polar. Yeah ours too. IT cant decide whether or not it wasnts to storm or not. Whether or not it wants to be cold or not. Its still trying to find out who it is and why its here. I tried to explain the gospel to the weather, but it merely said,"Im baptist," and shut the door.Great. as if I dont get that enough, now I have the weather back-talking me. So Dave came by for a visit. That must have been sweet. The little guy is crawling up stairs now. This pleases me. If he is crawling up stairs that means he can play Halo when I get back. YES! we will create him into a super nerd yet! It will be magnificent. or as President Spencer W. Kimbal would say. A marvelous work and a wonder! get it because he wrote the book a Marvelous.......never mind.  Again im doing fine, just trying over come challenges and feelings that come on a mission. Let me tell you. When you mess up out here and sin even a little the devil is all up on you like a fat kid on a cupcake. So it sucks. so im trying to shut him up. But all missionaries have too.He wants us to go home. With some he has succeded, but not me. Im finishing this out. whether that fricker likes it or not. dont worry im fine. really Im fine. I just realize im a sinner like everyone else. hahaha it sucks to think I have flaws, but im working at them. Thats why we have the atonement. Im just not a patient person. I gotta fix that. But im not even patient enough for me. I get in-patient because I dont have enough patience. Which makes no sence, but. I think I just need to get over it. Im not perfect and wont be in this life. Im going to make mistakes. as much as I dont want to. The Lord knows me. So I take comfort in that. Food for thought this week. Also if you send a package. YOu wanna send me another Journal? Im almost done with this other one I have. again you dont have to. To feel like you have to. Ill be fine without it. Well tell all of my crazy little girls that I love them and to be good for goodness sake. hahaha love you.

 

Talon