09 January 2012

Dear Heidi,

Yeah I guess I shouldnt feel that way, but sometimes I do. You know I
cant help that. Its my nature after all. I do appreciate President. I
guess I need to be patient. just because I cant see where i need to be
in the future the way he can. Sigh. im worjing on it. So I made a new
years resolution to write more in my journal because......I was
slacking. BIG TIME! haha so im repenting. Anyways. Yeah I feel like
thats what the Deja Vu thing is as well. I try not to think to much
about it. So thats why I asked you. I needed another opinion. haha
Anyway. I dont know about the description you made about me. I just
dont see me as that great of a misisonary. I just do the best I can.
Which at times doesnt seem like much. I dont know. I just want you to
know that im not wasting my time out here and im not wasting your
money. I Do the best I can. I want you to know that. I just hope that
it shows in some small way. You know. Not for recognition, but just
confirmatio nto you that im working as hard as I can. Yes I got a
package from Peggy. Shes so funny. She sent me grape water flavoring
which was delicious/ I devoured them and candy. Also she sent me
drawings that the boys drew for me. It was awesome. Im contemplating
hanging everything That I got from the girls and the Caldwell boys up
on my wall! haha So im going to send you pictures for the blog. Thats
something Ineed to do as well. send you more pictures. Also Did I
mention that I was made district leader again? well there you go. I
hope you know I love you guys. Take care. LOVE YOU!

Talon